Lately

The past few days have felt like a complete roller coaster.  To be completely honest with you, I woke up this morning and didn’t even know what day it was.  Lately, my Tuesdays have felt like Mondays and my Fridays have felt like they fall smack dab in the middle of the week.  Balancing a full time job and putting my whole heart into building a business has been extremely tiring, however, it has made my sleepy brain realize that dreams do not happen overnight.  Between researching legal documents and building my portfolio, 5:00 AM comes extremely fast.  Sliding into my tennis shoes and escaping to the pavement for my nightly jog couldn’t be anymore therapeutic.  Thank goodness for summer – thank goodness.  My family’s love encourages me, my husband is my rock, and Jesus continues to save me on a daily basis and all of these things are what keep me going.  Going, going, going.  My heart is so full and the utter exhaustion I’m experiencing is completely worth it.  Two shoots this weekend made me more obsessed with my camera than I ever thought possible.  Seeing emotions from brand new parents and realizing that their eyes are probably much more tired than mine brought a gentle reminder to my heart.  A couple's love combined with an absolutely beautiful evening made my Sunday that much sweeter.  I love my job.  I love it I love it I love it.